Beloved–
Faith shows the reality of what we hope for; it is the evidence of things we cannot see. (from Hebrews)
As a new believer I learned that I had accepted Jesus Christ as my savior by faith. My salvation was a free gift from God. I wasn’t worthy of a relationship with God having been born a sinner. Jesus Christ endured the cross that I might have the joy of a relationship with his Father. I pray for you to have a desire to have a relationship with God the Father, Jesus Christ his Son, the Holy Spirit!
Luv Ya!