Beloved–
When you were slaves to sin, you were free from the obligation to do right. And what was the result? You are now ashamed of the things you used to do, things that end in eternal doom. (from Romans)
Yesterday chaos attacked me; I let fear and pride control my mouth. The instant the words were uttered I was overcome with shame and sorrow. I had entertained chaos earlier in the day, but had walked away from it in my own strength. Not once did seek the help of the Spirit. And so, when chaos came at me once again the sound was so loud I couldn’t I hear the Spirit warming me to “turn around and go the other way.” Praise God for his mercy.
Luv Ya!