Beloved–
Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying…He has showered his kindness on us, along with all wisdom and understanding. (from Romans 12 & Ephesians 1)
Once I learned to have “confident hope” based on God the Father’s word, it became easier to be patient in times of doubt. It took me awhile to learn to practice trusting and waiting. I spent a lot of time using my own effort and ideas trying to get the result I thought was best (usually to no avail). Praying and patient waiting help me to understand the wisdom of his plan.
I pray for you to trust and obey.
Luv Ya!